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Life

Isn't it funny how life can go from good to completely awful with something as simple as a phone call? I also find it pretty funny that when life turns to crap in second, this is the first thing I decide to do even though I've neglected posting regularly on here for a couple of years.

All I know is that I take LIFE completely for granted. It's times like this that made me wish that I prayed.

I'm always positive. Positive that I'm always right.

I have no idea what to do with my relationship status. Should I stay or should I go? I'm beyond frustration.

Never ceases to amaze me...

Sadly enough, it took drinking a large mug of hot chocolate with pepperment schnapps alone in my room to make me feel like a grown up.

It only took 26 years.

Hello old friend

I haven't needed you in a long time.

And to tell you the truth, I don't really need you now. But, I should do this. I should start again. I owe you that much.

Honestly, this blog helped me through some of my worst times. I was able to use it as an outlet to get out some things that I didn't even want to tell some of my closest friends. Along the way, I was able to "meet" some really great people who, in turn, shared some of their lives with me. There are still a couple that I keep in contact with, but I think most of them have fallen into the depths of MySpace, never to return. I have to admit, that I am almost that person. I've seemed to have lost some of creativity along the way and use the blog on MySpace for mainly mindless surveys. Mindless, yes but also a good time waster and not exactly a horrible time. Which is why I've come back...I'll still be posting those surveys on MySpace but I promise that I will never do one on here.

And so it begins...

I've missed you.

New Year

I WILL start doing this again...I promise. Give me a couple days. Anyone still out there?

Bloggy bloggerton

I need to get back into this. More to come later.

Letting it all hang out...

I wish...

...my expectations weren't so high.

...that the people that I care about would not lie to me.

...that some things never change.

...that my friends won't drift apart.

...that I wasn't so stubborn.

...that I could learn to trust.

...for honesty.

...that I could let my guard down.

...that I didn't want romance.

...I had a job that I enjoyed.

...I was more confident in myself.

...for pure happiness.

...I could overcome my fears.

... I could let myself cry.

...that I didn't want it all.