It needs to be said...
It seems I've forgotten how to open up to people. My thoughts and feelings have been hiding out for the past few months. I don't trust...I can't trust. The blogging doesn't seem to be helping. I feel like there are some things I can't say on here. If I can't be honest with myself then how am I supposed...
posted by Leese at
11:06 PM
4 Comments:
Ahh the secret trap of being a blogger. Many people get in to it for the anonymity, a forum to express your views without repercussion. Then as you get to "know" these "friends", you fear their harsh coments also. You just need to figure out what the fear is and work it from there.
God sorry for the Dr. Phil
11:28 AM
It's not the fellow bloggers I worry about. I welcome their comments, harsh or not. It's one person in particular...the boyfriend who discovered the blog.
12:06 PM
Leese, I feel your pain. Not maybe for the same reason, but suddenly my feelings have been boarded up behind a solid concrete and metal reinforced wall. I re-read my blogs and they seem, well, shallow. Either I really am becoming a blonde barbie or I'm entering Writer's Block.
Maybe you've also moved towards being blocked? Honesty. Too bad it has repercussions.
3:35 PM
Hey there, buddy. Okay, here's the thing. No, wait. There are a lot of things. First, if you came here to be honest, like therapy, then be honest. Second, if you're doing that and you don't want him to see, then how honest are you being with him? Third, you have every right to protect yourself at this early stage with him. Fourth, blogging is not therapy. You might consider actual therapy. It's a wonderful thing, and as devoid of self-censorship as you would have it be. One final word: If you honestly want this blogging to be therapeutic, then weigh your excuses for not going to actual therapy against your perceived self-worth. That right there can be a hell of an eye-opener.
Best,
kid
9:11 PM
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