Friday, July 17, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Life
Isn't it funny how life can go from good to completely awful with something as simple as a phone call? I also find it pretty funny that when life turns to crap in second, this is the first thing I decide to do even though I've neglected posting regularly on here for a couple of years.
All I know is that I take LIFE completely for granted. It's times like this that made me wish that I prayed.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
I'm always positive. Positive that I'm always right.
I have no idea what to do with my relationship status. Should I stay or should I go? I'm beyond frustration.
Friday, January 18, 2008
Never ceases to amaze me...
Sadly enough, it took drinking a large mug of hot chocolate with pepperment schnapps alone in my room to make me feel like a grown up.
It only took 26 years.
Hello old friend
I haven't needed you in a long time.
And to tell you the truth, I don't really need you now. But, I should do this. I should start again. I owe you that much.
Honestly, this blog helped me through some of my worst times. I was able to use it as an outlet to get out some things that I didn't even want to tell some of my closest friends. Along the way, I was able to "meet" some really great people who, in turn, shared some of their lives with me. There are still a couple that I keep in contact with, but I think most of them have fallen into the depths of MySpace, never to return. I have to admit, that I am almost that person. I've seemed to have lost some of creativity along the way and use the blog on MySpace for mainly mindless surveys. Mindless, yes but also a good time waster and not exactly a horrible time. Which is why I've come back...I'll still be posting those surveys on MySpace but I promise that I will never do one on here.
And so it begins...
I've missed you.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monday, July 03, 2006
Letting it all hang out...
I wish...
...my expectations weren't so high.
...that the people that I care about would not lie to me.
...that some things never change.
...that my friends won't drift apart.
...that I wasn't so stubborn.
...that I could learn to trust.
...for honesty.
...that I could let my guard down.
...that I didn't want romance.
...I had a job that I enjoyed.
...I was more confident in myself.
...for pure happiness.
...I could overcome my fears.
... I could let myself cry.
...that I didn't want it all.