Saturday, February 26, 2005

Hara-kiri

Okay, so I just got home from a long day of work and dinner with the girls. Today was the anniversary of the death of one my friends mother. Four years ago today her mom committed suicide. Gosh, something like that really makes me appreciate my own mother a lot more. Anyhow, all us girls met up after work to go with my friend to get a drink...shoot the shit and mainly just help her keep her mind off of it. I know some of the others who had never gone on the outing before were a little weary that it would be depressing and I think that they were surprised when it turned out NOT to be. We all just sat around and made each other laugh. It really was a good experience...except for the ride home. Do you ever wonder how some people get their drivers license? I was just driving along minding my own business and someone made a left turn RIGHT in front of me. I actually had to slam on my brakes and didn't even have enough time to honk the shit out my horn. When I stopped at a red light my heart was pounding a mile a minute and the guy who stopped next to me (who had seen what happened) looked over at me in concern. I was PISSED the whole way home. It's getting late and I have to work O-C tomorrow...nite...

Friday, February 25, 2005

Yummy

Well, I must say that after the dinner I was just treated to I may be on my way to gaining back those 10 pounds. Man, you just gotta love those Japanese Steakhouses. Started out with some sushi...which my fiancee tried for the first time (minus the wasabi), easily worked my way through the fried rice...then shrimp...and chicken. I must say by the time I was finished I felt like I wouldn't be able to get out my chair. However...I did run into an old co-worker...not sure if I would call her a friend because we gave each other the very phony pleasantries. Anyhow, remember those breasts of mine I was talking about (or the lack thereof)? Well...let's just say that me and her used to have very similar body shapes...notice the use of the phrase USED TO. Yes, she did something that I have often had fantasies about. That's right...she got her some boobies. Some big ones too...they seemed to be a nice pair...but they just didn't look right on her. Plus, she also seemed very self conscious of them...she kept pulling at her jacket to cover them up. Was she embarrassed that she got them? Was she worried I would say something? I mean, REALLY, if that was the case then she shouldn't have gotten them in the first place. But another question for you guys: Why is it that when people change one part of themselves that the rest of their looks go right along with it? She used to be brunette and now she is blond...she used to wear not a whole lotta makeup and now she seemed to have it caked on. Personally, I think that she looked better before...the plastic. Wow, I practically dedicated this whole post to her...I guess it's just interesting talking about something I have contemplated about...

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Horrible

Have you ever had a bad day? Like a really bad day? I'm sure we all have but have you ever noticed how much better you feel once you complain about it? It's really quite amazing. I really wonder what causes a person to feel so much better after a good bitchfest (if anyone has any theories, I'd really love to hear them). Wow...don't even know why I asked people to respond... I just started this blog and I don't think anybody actually comes here to read it so exactly why am I thinking anyone is going to give me a theory... Whatever, I guess it's besides the point because sometimes it's just nice to get things off my mind. Maybe if I start one of those great political debates I referenced in my second post people will actually come to my site. Wow, I really sound like I hate politics, don't I? Well, just so you all know...I DON'T. I have an opinion...just one that I don't feel like expressing. I just don't want to have to defend my opinion on something like a blog...something that I really just started because I got bored one night...and then forgot about...as you can obviously tell by the lapse of months from my first post to the second. Anyhow, I'm starting to babble and I really hate that. It's getting late...later...p.s. SO MUCH

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Dummies

Just to let you know I don't want my blog to turn into some great political debate like so many other blogs out there. Mainly, I just want to express my thoughts on certain things. Did I mention I've lost 10 pounds? Probably not but whatever. I've lost 10 pounds. And not in the places I've wanted to lose it either. You know...the boobs...they're turning into waif-like model boobs (non-existant...not like I had a huge pair before but STILL!) and my once fab-almost-J-Lo-booty-considering-I'm-white is also leaving me. My significant other has joked that he can't tell when my back ends and my butt begins (which by the way is so NOT funny). Then again, he also says we can have sex with the lights out because he can find me in the dark because my skin is so pale it glows in the dark (which is also NOT funny). Whatever happened the the phrases like "porcelain skin" or "fair skinned". Those are such nice sounding phrases, don't you think? Anyhow, it's only February, so c'mon...I promise I will not blind anyone with my bare legs until they have seen some sunlight...or at least couple of rounds in the tanning bed.