What women want...well, what I want anyways....

Shoes and purses...lots and lots of them...just kidding...well, not really...
Loyalty, trust, happiness, honesty, romance, love, laughter, security, for a man to admit when they're wrong, a soft touch, a gentle kiss, a hug from behind, fingertips memorizing my face, sensitivity (I don't mind to see a man cry), a slow dance in the driveway, flowers...sometimes (even if it's just one that you picked), a hand brushing hair out of my eyes, a good massage, a dinner that you cooked yourself, a smile, a call in the middle of the night just to say "I love you."
Gosh, do I sound too high-maintenance?

What-sa?

It's ok if you look like hell in pictures. People always look like hell in pictures. That's why pictures are bad...they steal your soul, and only show a two dimensional image of a person.

You're WHAT?!?!

Yes, this is what some of my employees said today when I told them that's I'm going on vacation. Yes, see here, this is major for me...I don't take vacations.
Why?
1. Because I suck.
2. Because I'm cheap.
3. Because I...WORK
Dumb reasons? Yes...I know. Whatever. I haven't taken a vacation in forever...let alone one that lasted a whole week, besides the one I took about 4 years ago when I went out to Cali to take care of my great aunt that was dying...not quite a "vacation." I've been at my job for almost five years and that was the longest one and only one I've taken...it was about 6 days. Other then that I take a couple 3 day weekends here and there (I work retail, remember, so I don't get a lot of those). Anyhow, so I'm going on vacay, for about a whole week...holy shit. I'm going to New Mexico. Why? Because my cool aunt lives out there and I haven't seen her since my sister got married over 3 years ago. So, it should be fun. I can't wait. I feel bad for my employees though...they say they're going to miss me...but then again who won't miss me...I mean, sheesh, I'm pretty great...ha...yeah...actually the fact that they say that makes me feel pretty special. Anyways, I'm pretty stoked. I'll try and leave a fantastic post before I leave, maybe one with pics for all of you to stare adoringly at while I'm gone...wait, did I say ALL OF YOU? I meant nobody. Later.

3 things...

3 things that scare me...losing a loved one, being alone, and death.
3 things that I don't understand...love, men, and lying.
3 things that I'd like to learn...surf, cook(well) and to sew.
3 things I want to do before I die...travel and to be a wife and mother.
3 good things about my personality...friendly, outgoing, and sensitive.
3 bad things about my personality...I'm stubborn as all get out, I hate to admit that I'm wrong, and I like to control my surroundings.
3 things that most people don't know about me...I had a rough childhood, I was accused of being anorexic/bulimic (I wasn't), and I've only TRULY been IN LOVE once.

What are your 3 things?